APRIL 30: No mo classes
May 9: No mo Finals
Friday, April 13, 2007
Sunday, April 1, 2007
Ego?
A book that came highly recommended through the Real Social Dynamics forum was The Power Of Now, by Tolle. I started reading this book on the train and I'm about a third of the way through it.
Tolle mentions that the ego is separate from who we really are, this reminds me of TD's article about "The Self Coming Through" on (realsocialdynamics.blogspot.com). That the ego feeds off validation and being in state, pushing buttons for reactions out of people.
Long story short, Td's article and the Power of now helped me step outside my emotions and analyze myself and now I feel good pretty fine ab0ut it.
The book was blah some really new agey crap, but some of it does make sense and it clicks a bit. A lot of negative emotions and positive ones just come from your pride or ego being boosted or taken down but its dependant on what OTHER people think, that parts kinda fucked up, I dont want how I feel to be dictated by other people.
Tolle mentions that the ego is separate from who we really are, this reminds me of TD's article about "The Self Coming Through" on (realsocialdynamics.blogspot.com). That the ego feeds off validation and being in state, pushing buttons for reactions out of people.
Long story short, Td's article and the Power of now helped me step outside my emotions and analyze myself and now I feel good pretty fine ab0ut it.
The book was blah some really new agey crap, but some of it does make sense and it clicks a bit. A lot of negative emotions and positive ones just come from your pride or ego being boosted or taken down but its dependant on what OTHER people think, that parts kinda fucked up, I dont want how I feel to be dictated by other people.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Fuck Work!
Now that I got accepted into pharmacy school I started to envision my future. What the hell is it going to look like? # 1 Thing that I do not want is to be working behind a counter or in some factory checking labels and going over medicine. Research could be interesting but does NOT insire or motivate me.
If my the main reason I want to do pharmacy is because of an easy job, with good money. But that's only relative to an average person. SO thinking about this in and out for awhile but coming to no real conclusion except reading a couple of books:
Rich Dad Poor Dad and The Millionaire Mind. I'd put up links to check it out on amazon but I do not know how. Decent reads worth checking out a bit. The answer has been to create real wealth and money you have to create something or invest, real estate, stock, bonds, and being apart of your own business.
Steve Pavlina has an awesomely interesting article on this.
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/07/10-reasons-you-should-never-get-a-job/
Makes a lot of sense and I'm young its still early!
But what the fuck to do??
Pharmacy...something I'm doing because I really don't know what else to do with myself. This must be the trap that some of my close friends have fallen into except they don't know what to do with themselves so they do nothing at all really.
I'm going to Listen to the Podcast links he puts up in the article. This shit needs to be figured out, fuck that cage!
If my the main reason I want to do pharmacy is because of an easy job, with good money. But that's only relative to an average person. SO thinking about this in and out for awhile but coming to no real conclusion except reading a couple of books:
Rich Dad Poor Dad and The Millionaire Mind. I'd put up links to check it out on amazon but I do not know how. Decent reads worth checking out a bit. The answer has been to create real wealth and money you have to create something or invest, real estate, stock, bonds, and being apart of your own business.
Steve Pavlina has an awesomely interesting article on this.
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/07/10-reasons-you-should-never-get-a-job/
Makes a lot of sense and I'm young its still early!
But what the fuck to do??
Pharmacy...something I'm doing because I really don't know what else to do with myself. This must be the trap that some of my close friends have fallen into except they don't know what to do with themselves so they do nothing at all really.
I'm going to Listen to the Podcast links he puts up in the article. This shit needs to be figured out, fuck that cage!
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Pharmacy School!!
um I'm in bitches!!!!
ok But they didn't send anything out yet so I can't go around school telling people, but its fuckin awesome, and I'm gonna get some extra $ because my pcat score was high.
Now Just have to pass Physics so it doesn't screw me in the ass.
Something interesting to me came up, one of my friends said he was talking about me to my other friends, that everything I do is planned out lol, and has hidden motive I geuss. I suppose theres some truth to that but I still think its hilarious. I knew I was talking to much about pick-up shit, and I have felt like I've been talking to them too much, too often but they;re awesome no doubt
Edit: Shit is official, I just got the letter in the mail.!
Studied physics all day yesterday, hopefully its looking good.
ok But they didn't send anything out yet so I can't go around school telling people, but its fuckin awesome, and I'm gonna get some extra $ because my pcat score was high.
Now Just have to pass Physics so it doesn't screw me in the ass.
Something interesting to me came up, one of my friends said he was talking about me to my other friends, that everything I do is planned out lol, and has hidden motive I geuss. I suppose theres some truth to that but I still think its hilarious. I knew I was talking to much about pick-up shit, and I have felt like I've been talking to them too much, too often but they;re awesome no doubt
Edit: Shit is official, I just got the letter in the mail.!
Studied physics all day yesterday, hopefully its looking good.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
Garsh
Ate terrible food alll day and some today already, not good. Lesson Learned.
Last night some karaoke at Dex's. . Ended up being an alright night, but nothing too exciting so I tried making up my own damn fun as usual...NOSE RAPING! hahaha
Two girls told me I talk like a teacher... that's not the coolest so I dunno, kinda funny.
Last night some karaoke at Dex's. . Ended up being an alright night, but nothing too exciting so I tried making up my own damn fun as usual...NOSE RAPING! hahaha
Two girls told me I talk like a teacher... that's not the coolest so I dunno, kinda funny.
Friday, March 2, 2007
Spring Break!
Well I did fail that test but I can still pass the class, I'm not completely screwed. yes!
Officially on spring break, No plans some studying to get done.
I have been eating better the past few days, I'm figuring out a 6 meals a day plan. Did morning cardio twice this week and Doing some lifting today. I'm making progress
My social life is ehh so-so not really, became a myspace addict. went on a double date got the worst end....by far, I'm a husky guy this chick was one of the fat ones.
I'm really happy for my buddy got his hook up on with a cute blonde girl.
If any of y'all watch The Hills, mtv reality drama ha there's some friend hookin up with someone your friend hooked/hooks up with drama. So that was the newest episode and two of my friends from seperate social circles are going through similiar drama. The Hills!
Officially on spring break, No plans some studying to get done.
I have been eating better the past few days, I'm figuring out a 6 meals a day plan. Did morning cardio twice this week and Doing some lifting today. I'm making progress
My social life is ehh so-so not really, became a myspace addict. went on a double date got the worst end....by far, I'm a husky guy this chick was one of the fat ones.
I'm really happy for my buddy got his hook up on with a cute blonde girl.
If any of y'all watch The Hills, mtv reality drama ha there's some friend hookin up with someone your friend hooked/hooks up with drama. So that was the newest episode and two of my friends from seperate social circles are going through similiar drama. The Hills!
Friday, February 23, 2007
DAMN!
I messed up on a big ass test yesterday. Failed so bad I might not even be able to pass the class, but won't know for sure until next week. Man I was distracted, thinking about the party that happened on last sat and pharmacy school and my future.
I never really got what people meant when they say just to be "in the moment", I'm really feeling that now. When talking to people and getting things done you just need to be there focusing on what you need to do now.
Well it was a WAKE UP call. I am now focused on what I need to do. I will not be distracted. My focus is on MY goals.
I feel better already, but I am having a hard time studying.
Listened to some Tony Robbins, about the Finding your purpose in life part, I am really trying to figure that out. I'm still not sure about it but I want to do this exercise I heard off of http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/. Really awesome site I want to take a better look at it when I have time. But the thing is to write down what you think your purpose is but you keep on writing and revising and rewriting for how ever long it takes until you eventually write down something that makes you cry. I can't even imagine myself really crying. Sometimes I feel so lost and then the next day I could feel so driven . I dunno , thats the worst ever Im attempting to take that out of my vocabulary that whole "I dunno" phrase.
OK well I'm gonna be finding out in a couple of weeks if I got into Temple's pharmacy school and worst come to worst if I fail this class I'll retake it in the summer. BOO thatd be 6 extra bust assing weeks and 1300$ I don't wanna spend.
Weekend plan- Study, Plan Meals, Plan workouts, Study. Figure out more financial Aid.
I am NOT going out this weekend. I am focusing this weekend on MYSELF. I am turning my phone off right NOW and just wait for 300 to come out in two weeks!
I never really got what people meant when they say just to be "in the moment", I'm really feeling that now. When talking to people and getting things done you just need to be there focusing on what you need to do now.
Well it was a WAKE UP call. I am now focused on what I need to do. I will not be distracted. My focus is on MY goals.
I feel better already, but I am having a hard time studying.
Listened to some Tony Robbins, about the Finding your purpose in life part, I am really trying to figure that out. I'm still not sure about it but I want to do this exercise I heard off of http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/. Really awesome site I want to take a better look at it when I have time. But the thing is to write down what you think your purpose is but you keep on writing and revising and rewriting for how ever long it takes until you eventually write down something that makes you cry. I can't even imagine myself really crying. Sometimes I feel so lost and then the next day I could feel so driven . I dunno , thats the worst ever Im attempting to take that out of my vocabulary that whole "I dunno" phrase.
OK well I'm gonna be finding out in a couple of weeks if I got into Temple's pharmacy school and worst come to worst if I fail this class I'll retake it in the summer. BOO thatd be 6 extra bust assing weeks and 1300$ I don't wanna spend.
Weekend plan- Study, Plan Meals, Plan workouts, Study. Figure out more financial Aid.
I am NOT going out this weekend. I am focusing this weekend on MYSELF. I am turning my phone off right NOW and just wait for 300 to come out in two weeks!
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