Saturday, February 9, 2008

Current Measurments

I'm went out today and bought a body tape measurement from GNC. I keep reading about the velocity diet from t-nation. I want to try it. So I bought one tub of the Main meal replacement shake so I can give it a try.

Here are my current measurements as of Sunday, February 10, 2008

1. Around the largest part of your belly/love-handle area -43"
2.Upper leg (thigh) Right-29.5" Left-29.5"
3.Lower leg (calf) Right-20.25" Left-20"
4.Ankle Right-12" Left-12"
5. Chest: Across nipple line -44"
6.Between belly button and nipple line (upper abs area) -41"
7.Upper arm Right-14.5" Left-14.25"
8.Neck 16"

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Official

Well people I think that is all. Offically DONE. Got into pharmacy school, finished all my tests.
A goal that I had for the past two years has been accomplished. I feel so blah. I have more goals now to get all areas of life handled. I feel nervous and anxious about pursuing them, its like the butterflies. I'm excited to see myself accomplish something.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Just 3 more Days

I haven't done much all morning, just preparing myself for these last couple tests. One thing I've noticed about myself is that I am COMPLETELY obsessed with thinking about the future, constantly fantasizing about future plans and actions and then I think of the "the power of now". I didn't finish reading the whole thing but I read most of it and I lost Think and Grow Rich. Always thinking about the future does take away from what I need to get done in school now. Makes me wonder, what I'm obsessing over maybe that should be my future and its just another sign that what I'm doing now is NOT doing it for me. But in 3 more days I will be on a MASSIVE ACTION rampage.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Final Stretch!

APRIL 30: No mo classes

May 9:
No mo Finals

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Ego?

A book that came highly recommended through the Real Social Dynamics forum was The Power Of Now, by Tolle. I started reading this book on the train and I'm about a third of the way through it.
Tolle mentions that the ego is separate from who we really are, this reminds me of TD's article about "The Self Coming Through" on (realsocialdynamics.blogspot.com). That the ego feeds off validation and being in state, pushing buttons for reactions out of people.

Long story short, Td's article and the Power of now helped me step outside my emotions and analyze myself and now I feel good pretty fine ab0ut it.

The book was blah some really new agey crap, but some of it does make sense and it clicks a bit. A lot of negative emotions and positive ones just come from your pride or ego being boosted or taken down but its dependant on what OTHER people think, that parts kinda fucked up, I dont want how I feel to be dictated by other people.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

Fuck Work!

Now that I got accepted into pharmacy school I started to envision my future. What the hell is it going to look like? # 1 Thing that I do not want is to be working behind a counter or in some factory checking labels and going over medicine. Research could be interesting but does NOT insire or motivate me.
If my the main reason I want to do pharmacy is because of an easy job, with good money. But that's only relative to an average person. SO thinking about this in and out for awhile but coming to no real conclusion except reading a couple of books:

Rich Dad Poor Dad and The Millionaire Mind. I'd put up links to check it out on amazon but I do not know how. Decent reads worth checking out a bit. The answer has been to create real wealth and money you have to create something or invest, real estate, stock, bonds, and being apart of your own business.

Steve Pavlina has an awesomely interesting article on this.
http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2006/07/10-reasons-you-should-never-get-a-job/
Makes a lot of sense and I'm young its still early!
But what the fuck to do??
Pharmacy...something I'm doing because I really don't know what else to do with myself. This must be the trap that some of my close friends have fallen into except they don't know what to do with themselves so they do nothing at all really.
I'm going to Listen to the Podcast links he puts up in the article. This shit needs to be figured out, fuck that cage!

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

Pharmacy School!!

um I'm in bitches!!!!

ok But they didn't send anything out yet so I can't go around school telling people, but its fuckin awesome, and I'm gonna get some extra $ because my pcat score was high.
Now Just have to pass Physics so it doesn't screw me in the ass.

Something interesting to me came up, one of my friends said he was talking about me to my other friends, that everything I do is planned out lol, and has hidden motive I geuss. I suppose theres some truth to that but I still think its hilarious. I knew I was talking to much about pick-up shit, and I have felt like I've been talking to them too much, too often but they;re awesome no doubt

Edit: Shit is official, I just got the letter in the mail.!

Studied physics all day yesterday, hopefully its looking good.